It seems crazy to me that time can fly and yet stand almost still all at the same time. One year ago, I can hardly believe it has been a year, and yet I have learned so much and it seems like an eternity, we said hello and good-bye all at the same TIME, to our sweet baby boy Zeke Ellis Stanger.
I knew that the one year anniversary, or angelversary, would be hard. But I still planned on celebrating our beautiful son. Which we did. I was not prepared however for the emotional set back. To be honest my emotions went right back to day one. I cried and cried and slipped into a deep sadness. After a couple weeks I'm almost back to... well not normal, for i'll never be whatever that is again. However, I'm not sure I was ever there to begin with. :-)
But as TIME goes by whether slowly or fast, I know that our love for our Zeke and is love for us will last and last.
Hee hee, well that's my attempt at some poetry. I must say a HUGE thank you to all my friends who love and support me and have helped me in my times of need.
Happy 12th Birthday Lily
6 days ago