Saturday, April 9, 2011

Time is a funny thing!

It seems crazy to me that time can fly and yet stand almost still all at the same time.  One year ago, I can hardly believe it has been a year, and yet I have learned so much and it seems like an eternity, we said hello and good-bye all at the same TIME, to our sweet baby boy Zeke Ellis Stanger. 

I knew that the one year anniversary, or angelversary, would be hard.  But I still planned on celebrating our beautiful son.  Which we did.  I was not prepared however for the emotional set back.  To be honest my emotions went right back to day one.  I cried and cried and slipped into a deep sadness.  After a couple weeks I'm almost back to... well not normal, for i'll never be whatever that is again.  However, I'm not sure I was ever there to begin with. :-)

But as TIME goes by whether slowly or fast, I know that our love for our Zeke and is love for us will last and last. 

Hee hee, well that's my attempt at some poetry.  I must say a HUGE thank you to all my friends who love and support me and have helped  me in my times of need.

4 comments:

Mark and Akeey Ellis said...

i told mark i wish i was not too sicked so we can come and see you guys on zeke's birthday...i'm glad you did celebrated his birthday...sis were here for ya and remember we always love you:)

craftymama said...

God bless you! He is smiling down on you, I just know it! Love to you.

Chelle! said...

Leejean, I hope things are picking up for you. You are an amazing person with such a strong testimony. I am so grateful that you have been apart of my life. I love ya tons!

Holly said...

I am sure felt your great love as you made "his day" one of celebration and love. He is yours forever-- and you are still allowed to cry. I love you.