Saturday, April 9, 2011

Time is a funny thing!

It seems crazy to me that time can fly and yet stand almost still all at the same time.  One year ago, I can hardly believe it has been a year, and yet I have learned so much and it seems like an eternity, we said hello and good-bye all at the same TIME, to our sweet baby boy Zeke Ellis Stanger. 

I knew that the one year anniversary, or angelversary, would be hard.  But I still planned on celebrating our beautiful son.  Which we did.  I was not prepared however for the emotional set back.  To be honest my emotions went right back to day one.  I cried and cried and slipped into a deep sadness.  After a couple weeks I'm almost back to... well not normal, for i'll never be whatever that is again.  However, I'm not sure I was ever there to begin with. :-)

But as TIME goes by whether slowly or fast, I know that our love for our Zeke and is love for us will last and last. 

Hee hee, well that's my attempt at some poetry.  I must say a HUGE thank you to all my friends who love and support me and have helped  me in my times of need.