So I've figured out why the lord was trying to tell me to slow down. I'm happy to announce that we are expecting. I'm due Jan.2nd. We are so excited. I've been so so sick, which is a good thing. It's when I haven't been as sick that I have miscarried, so I have a strong feeling that this one is going to make it to full term. I think it's either a girl or twins (a boy and a girl). perhaps the twins idea is just wishful thinking, but I've felt for some time that we had a little girl waiting , I just didn't know how I was going to get her here after two miscarriages after we lost Zeke. Patience....... all in good time..... etc.... I'm just so greatful to my Father in Heaven for blessing us with this pregnancy.